My fall semester has not been what I wanted it to be... at all. With classes and band and Lynsey, I just wanted to get away from all of this. Thanks to some supporting words from my big brother (who has talked to me more in the last 2 weeks than he has in the last 2 years) I've finally decided to focus on myself. As Renae tells me over and over ( Read more... )

Since I was a freshman in high school, I've been in marching band. Not the most noble or appreciated of extra curricular activities, it was usually always enjoyable. I began at Haverhill High School on the piccolo (no laughing is required) and I learned many traditions that went along with that section. Our horn moves were simple but our shouting ( Read more... )

Yup... I've reached that point again.  I'm back to  absolutely hating the word love and being alone and hating life and grasping the fact that I will die single ( Read more... )

So I've started to look into grad schools. I'm not even sure what I want to do anymore. I've mainly been looking into forensic science programs but those only have one outcome once I graduate... being a forensic scientist. Not that I don't want to be one anymore, it's just something my supervisor said... "don't get stuck in this job the rest of ( Read more... )

I'm officially a senior now and it's weird but as far as this semester is going, it's looking up. I miss the summer already and spending obscene amounts of time with Jen and being a complete idiot with her ( Read more... )

This summer has gone by relatively fast, which I like because I hate summer, only because no matter when I am, it's boring and no one is ever really around ( Read more... )

So I watched that new show GREEK tonight. I'd been reading about it and how so many brothers and sisters of fraternities and sororities around the nation were in complete awe that a show like this would air and that it'll ruin everything that they've built to get away from the stereotype of being a sister and brother. However... it did not paint ( Read more... )

This summer really really needs to end. There's practically no one here in the summer so I have practically nothing to do ( Read more... )

For anyone who saw the emergency room away message: Wednesday night I started to get a headache. Thursday I didn't feel very well at work and accidenatlly took a nap in the basement of Crouse for 2 hours. Thursday night I was dead. I waited out what I thought was just plain food poisoning or a stomach bug and was getting sick in multiple ways ( ( Read more... )

I realize more and more that the only difference between Syracuse (during the summer) and home is that I don't have my mom breathing down my neck about everything. There's still pretty much nothing to do. I printed out all the Orange Peels while in the band office and it took 3 days to do it because Fran insisted they be in color and the color ( Read more... )