I don't know what to do with myself. I'm so miserable. Everything in my life seems wrong. I am not happy. I'm not having fun. I don't care for the "friends" I have out here. My work is terrible-I'm fairly sure they'll fire me if I don't quit first, as I don't even know what I'm doing there ( Read more... )

I don't know why any time I'm around Josh or Robin or his friends I become rather high energy. It's obnoxious. I end up feeling like a little kid again who's trying to make an impression on them. I've always been intimidated by Josh and the people he's surrounded with, thinking they're smarter or better than me in some way. They're not, though, and ( Read more... )

 I haven't been eating well, I've been getting about five hours of sleep a night, and I've been overworking myself. I feel so tired and can't seem to get myself to flick my off switch.

I learned a lot about lesbian sex tonight, or, as my friend Holly calls it, Lesbian 101. She's had someone perform oral sex on her while she was doing a handstand. ( Read more... )