I am really, really down ( Read more... )

 So I went to bed last night obsessing about how much I've potentially permanently damaged my body through adderall abuse, sleep deprivation, and hookah; I awoke this morning terrified.

Even though I don't abuse adderall anymore - which means I haven't pulled an all-nighter in a long time - the effects can definitely be long term. What have I done ( Read more... )