John.
I love him. I love my John. I can't get rid of this when there's so much we both love. There's so much that I love.
I don't want to break up with him. I don't want him out of my life. I don't want to experience the world without him.
I love this man. I've hated so many times, but I've loved so many others.
I know I can get through life alone, or with someone else, but I don't want to. I want him.
I know I'm strong enough to get through another month without him, but I don't want to. And I don't want the alternative to be cutting it all off. I feel like running off with him and disappearing from the world. I feel like being irrational because I can. I feel like I'm helping him grow up and it's worth it right now.
I love him.
I don't want to break up with him. I don't want him out of my life. I don't want to experience the world without him.
I love this man. I've hated so many times, but I've loved so many others.
I know I can get through life alone, or with someone else, but I don't want to. I want him.
I know I'm strong enough to get through another month without him, but I don't want to. And I don't want the alternative to be cutting it all off. I feel like running off with him and disappearing from the world. I feel like being irrational because I can. I feel like I'm helping him grow up and it's worth it right now.
I love him.