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[antiqrule1]

I had to light incense to mask the smell of a clove I tried to smoke in my room earlier. 'Cloves smell nice,' I thought, 'not like cigarettes.' And then it came to my attention that cloves somehow smell different inside than they do outside.

Its been awhile since I've burned incense, at least more than three months - I moved back home around that

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[acerbic_wit]

I know this is technically none of my business, but

[antiqrule1]

Dear Hannah,

Thank you for caring - the whole situation is a little maddening. I'm not sure what to do right now - I think I'm too attached still to break anything off. It seems like when we're good, we're really good. I just wish it was good all the time.

Yesterday was good, for the first time in about two weeks. I think if it takes another turn for the worst, I'll end up with similar doubts about our relationship as I had yesterday, though with more conviction. And eventually that conviction will push me over the edge.

But I sincerely hope it improves, though you're not the first to tell me to leave him. I know how easy it is act foolishly, and maybe that's what I'm doing.

But thank you for your advice - I appreciate it, knowing you had a really rough relationship with Jon. I hope mine has a brighter future.