that i can go barefoot along a dirty shore, over dead tree stumps, across huge rocks and little rocks, and carry the dog into water up to my thighs so he can doggy-paddle to shore, yet i feel uncomfortable not wearing my slippers when i'm in my rooms in Kingston ( Read more... )

( spring is not here... )

watching the world cup games makes me realize how straight i am

i've been thinking...( clinking )

hm. i've noticed something. when people joke around with me, they always make it a _____________ (i lost the word...) to tell me that they're "just joking" when i joke back. and it's like...when i joke back, i think that they know that i'm just joking back but they go, "i'm just joking you know that?" and it's like..."yeah i know. hahah~" and that ( Read more... )

sometimes...sometimes...i just feel so..."ew, why can't i be like that" about life. it's like...some people are just so "into" it and even though they probably have the same teenage problems as me, they're just so...unlike me. like...why can't i be more like then? what's stopping me to be that much more devoted or that much more passionate? i ( Read more... )

it's another one of Pat's special moments (PSM)! but it's like...four days late...^^;;;

( aaaanyways. )

Ok, i'm gonna split my but. lol. ANYWAY, yeah, in church, i have basically one friend. I've attended my church for over seven years now, and i only have one friend. i think it's because i didn't go to sunday school after the first year for 4 years, so i didn't have a chance to actually make friends, so then when i came back to sunday school, the ( Read more... )