i'm clinking again...SOMEONE OIL ME!!!
i've been thinking...hmm...sakurai sho right...the guy in arashi..with the curly hair and keio education...apparently he's like...not good at sports, he SUCKS at art... has air muscles, his lyrics are O_O, and the only thing going for him is his looks?. annnd it reminds me of me. except for sho, he is an idol and many many many people like and admire him. but for me, i suck at everything...um...and there's nothing going for me. i'm not an idol...i'm just an ordinary girl with an ordinary life. i'm not good at anything...i have no goals...no set hobbies, not a lot of friends, no fashion sense, no sense of art or music...i don't excel at anything...just like sho. lol i like sho...but i'm starting to fall for matsujun. ahhh~ and ohno. oh wells. nevermind. there are probably a lot of people out there just like me...i hope we can find happiness...
addition: i am a loser. i am the sort of person who says something or doesn't say something and then thinks back on it later and regrets it. i feel like crying. will i ever succeed? i want to be like mommy and work hard. i want...to have meaning in my life...to work for something or someone...to do well as a person.
addition: i am a loser. i am the sort of person who says something or doesn't say something and then thinks back on it later and regrets it. i feel like crying. will i ever succeed? i want to be like mommy and work hard. i want...to have meaning in my life...to work for something or someone...to do well as a person.