Hey, I'm back! I spent... uh, well, actually, I'm just going to cut this whole entry for triggers OF: hospitalization, SI/suicidality [not graphic], child abuse, contact from parents, triggering songs, healing, therapy, The Bleed, endo, PCOS, etc. Also talks about religion, specifically Christianity. please do let me know if I missed one, it's ( Read more... )

This is my first post, so I'm sorry if I missed out any warnings. Some if it is detailed.

( Can be triggering, talk of possible molestation by family members, use of word r**e, object use, sodomy, death of a child, depression, Self-harm, anxiety disorder, miscarriage if I missed anything I'm really sorry )

( cut for: ER visits, disassociation, color weirdness? possible hospitalization. Suicidal mentions. )

( Cut for psychiatric hospitalization, suicidal behavior, hallucinations, psychotic behavior, disability )

I posted this recently. Things have been messed up.

( cut for suicide attempt and abuse in the hospital )

( possible triggers: swearing, loneliness, mental institution, psychosis, hallucinations, delusional rages, schizophrenia, transgender, complete loss of hope, tourette's, suicide, depression, strip-searched, locked up, sobbing, and mentally insane patients - delusional, unable to function, schizophrenia, and sociopathic )

I have an insane need to share my story. I've kept quiet about it long enough, and I'm bursting in need of support; people who know what I'm going through, people who care.

( Cut for Triggers: Abuse, Cutting, and a Suicide Attempt (plus its long) )

I'm sorry to bother you guys, I just don't know what to do and I can't talk to anyone.

My names Ryan, I'm 18, and I'm really really scared.

yesterday, my boyfriend put me in hospital, which is where I'm writing this from as they let me have my laptop. my friends don't believe me (I have a history of self injury by banging, and they think I'm making ( Read more... )

I think I'll cut the whole damn post, since it could really be one long trigger. I should mention I am a bit scared...I've never really put all this down on paper...well, you know.

( Cut for molestation, incest, physical abuse, emotional, etc...Not to mention it's so damn LONG. )

i can't help but think that i should be in the the hospital right now. things aren't right in my head. I thinking of death and i'm thinking about leaveing things... like leaveing the whole dallas area. would people even miss me? that and things things aren't right period. i just quit my job because of well things just got out of hand, i was going ( Read more... )