A couple weeks ago, I had a breakdown while I was with Dom before he went to work. I felt terrible, but the stress of finding a second job, wedding planning and the drama going on between Dom and I and his sister was weighing heavily in my heart.. to the point I couldn't hold it in anymore. Anyways, Dom wasn't able to really handle my breakdown. It ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie, he's been taking all this wedding stuff very well. When he works 13 hours and comes home and only has about 3 hours of free time before he goes to bed... he doesn't seem to mind spending those 3 hours talking about wedding stuff and I very much appreciate it. I don't mind knowing that I will be doing most of the footwork of ( Read more... )

Only 10 more days until he graduates.. and 11 more days until he's in my arms again!! There aren't enough words to express how happy I am ( Read more... )

My idea of a relaxing day: getting off my shift, having breakfast/catch up session for 3 hours with Ate D at Recipes, taking a nap, meeting up with Don who surprised me with Just Baked cupcakes, watched Zero Dark Thirty (5/5 stars), and now just sitting here, with my feet up on a chair, wrapped in a blanket while my best bud is playing his computer ( Read more... )

For the past few nights, with the exception of last night, I've had pretty junky dreams which led me to wake up feeling so insecure. I've told Dom about these dreams and he's been very comforting. I told him it made me scared because I just want to be happy and not be so worried. He's reassured me and told me, "You don't have to worry about those ( Read more... )

On this day of your life, Nikki, we believe God wants you to know
... that today you should take a vacation from worries.

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So it definitely hasn't been easy, starting from scratch. When he said he didn't feel that love for me anymore, I was crushed. It consumed a lot of me. But it did show me that people really are in my life, to care for me and to teach me. Saturday morning, Dom and I were invited to go to the apple orchard with Jacque and Syd and his siblings. I ( Read more... )

Friday night, I hung out with Chris at Kona and then Royal Kubo. When we were at Kona, he was telling me of His messages from WWA. It was so inspiring and loving. He was saying how He said He's in love with us, no matter what our sins are. It felt so good to hear that... to be reminded that no matter what, He'll always be there loving us and it ( Read more... )

Yesterday I felt really down while I was at work, called my therapy office and luckily was able to get an appointment for later when I got out of work. I went home after work to chill out until the appointment and then Dom called while I was laying down in bed. I started crying when I told him how I made an appointment because I cancelled my first ( Read more... )

I know that things are still kind of weird between us... at least for me. I'm just trying to adjust to these changes we've both agreed upon. It's just hard not seeing him all the time, especially when he does get off work early. Who knows how often that will happen, I figured we'd make the most of it. And it's also the last few weeks of my summer ( Read more... )