“A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a ( Read more... )

“Don’t say you don’t have enough time. You have exactly the same number of hours per day that were given to Louis Pasteur, Michaelangelo, Da Vinci, and Albert Einstein ( Read more... )

I've become everything I hate. Everything I'm against. I don't recognize myself at all, it's like there's someone stuck inside and she can't get out. Need therapy.

16.5 hours away from the tattoos.
I can't remember exactly when I first started planning them.

I am breathing.

edit: just got home from East Side Ink...its permanent. 3.1.10

I just found out that you're gone, and I tried to contact your mom but all her online sites like myspace and LJ are locked and i can't get to her. I'm sorry i didnt know before. i'm sorry we didn't keep in touch. i know youre somewhere safe and happy, i can feel that in my heart. Jara, I would have loved to meet you, but I will not live in the past ( Read more... )

hey wait ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

So i leave in 9 hours. The time has come and this is the final countdown. Theres no turning back. This journey I guess started pretty much exactly a year ago, when i started looking at colleges and then shortly after I started receiving applications and all sorts of information. My parents didnt know anything about colleges or the application ( Read more... )

Last night I started reading my old entries, all the way back from 2002. It seems so distant. Like did I really live those things? Everything from high school drama, to first love and all the experiences with it, to memories of friends and my old house, its all one big blur. And I realized how lucky I am to have this journal to look back on because ( Read more... )

its amazing what comfort can be found in good music.
Like a warm blanket to hold close when your cold.

...or something like that.

Sleep, please take over me damn it.

Im tired of thinking now.