It Feels Like More Than Distance Between Us...
Everyone has different ways of showing affection, I suppose.
I'm one of the ones that constantly informs people how much I miss them so that they never have any doubt. I'm always worried that I care much more about certain people than they do about me. Its a really unpleasant feeling and it leads to me trying to restrain my affection, and I feel like that just ends up screwing everything up.
I'm not really sure what to do about it, I know that I can't help it happening. But, missing someone this much... its really unproductive.
Of course, we communicate often, but everyone knows its not the same. And being here in Philadelphia, I can't just go and visit.
I'm just really frustrated.
And I don't know what to do about it.
I'm one of the ones that constantly informs people how much I miss them so that they never have any doubt. I'm always worried that I care much more about certain people than they do about me. Its a really unpleasant feeling and it leads to me trying to restrain my affection, and I feel like that just ends up screwing everything up.
I'm not really sure what to do about it, I know that I can't help it happening. But, missing someone this much... its really unproductive.
Of course, we communicate often, but everyone knows its not the same. And being here in Philadelphia, I can't just go and visit.
I'm just really frustrated.
And I don't know what to do about it.