Well.

( What I've been doing )

So.

I was fired on Monday.

Lots of feelings; mainly shame, guilt and depression; but also relief, weirdly enough.  Not going to go too deep into it because once I start rambling there'll be no end to it and this post will never be published!

Fell into the pit of despair on Tues and Weds, recovering a little to go to therapy Weds afternoon (though I ( Read more... )

So!  2010 is on the way out.  Here are my highs and lows etc for the year.  I kind of love this little tradition I have going here - this will be my third year running now.  It's nice to look back and see what happened in the year and what I've achieved.

There will probably be a "Stuff that I did this year" post up at some point as well.  I was ( Read more... )

So.

( College... )

So this weekend has been super busy.

( Supposed to have been posted days ago... )

This is going to bounce about a bit, lol!

I PASSED MY MOTORCYCLE TEST!  YAY!  No more L plates on my bike!  Got 8 faults (10 is a fail :$) but it is still a pass.  Possibly planning on taking some more training but it depends on my finances vs. vehicles thing for the coming year.

However, I'm still restricted to a 125cc for two years (redonk rules) ( Read more... )

Right, starting from now, I am going to try and be more positive.  Hopefully no more emo whining!

Finally met up with Nur today.  I admitted that I basically hide from the world and have fake-out panic attacks if I have to go out into town.  Her advice was to suck it the hell up.  Well, she said it slightly nicer than that, but the gist is the same.

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Well now.  I didn't get any extra sleep after my last post.  Well, not at night anyway.  Feeling a bit better though.

I've had some evil sinus cold since about two days before New Years Eve, the effects of which were to completely stunt my breathing, therefore obliterating any chance of normal sleep.  And now I've turned into a complete night ( Read more... )

Kay, emo post is go!!

This year has kinda sucked.  So, high points, low points and a whole bunch o' rambling coming up.

( Low Points )

BOOYA!  I passed my motorcycle theory!  Like, remarkably well ( Read more... )