Well.

( What I've been doing )

Welcome to another entry that starts "So much for the early night then!"

Trying to keep a bit of a log of my mood swings etc. Realised that I don't really keep a diary or anything and can only go on what I've tweeted/text/msn'd/skype'd. Which is v limiting!

Went to the doctor's today, mainly on the insistence of a friend I had a catch up with the ( Read more... )

So.  My life has become somewhat of a mixed bag.

As a most of you will probably know, my grandad passed away almost two weeks ago.  It's his funeral on Friday.  Because he was so ill for such a long time I think I've done most of my grieving and I'm not really very sure how I'm meant to, or how I will, act at his funeral.

I met my mum for lunch a few ( Read more... )

Right, starting from now, I am going to try and be more positive.  Hopefully no more emo whining!

Finally met up with Nur today.  I admitted that I basically hide from the world and have fake-out panic attacks if I have to go out into town.  Her advice was to suck it the hell up.  Well, she said it slightly nicer than that, but the gist is the same.

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Yup, avoiding the same damn report that I've not been writing since Christmas.  My excuse for this post is that I'll get my hands used to typing something up and then I'll be able to power through the report like a demon.

Hmm, think I will post about my health.  I'm going to try and make more focused posts, and maybe post more often.  I tend to ( Read more... )