Jan 16, 2015 22:59
Going up to see my sister tomorrow. Sounds so strange to say that. I have a sister. An actual sister. I'm a little afraid of this relationship. Although we're very much alike, we're also very different. It's been almost 40 years. I've changed A LOT. I don't know her anymore ... and yet I do. Sounds like a big ball of confusion.
The only thing I know for sure: I will let nothing ruin my peace, my sanity, my decision to live mentally and emotionally well. I can sacrifice any relationship except my own with myself, my husband or my sons.
We shall see what shall be.
que-sera-sera,
depression,
fighting-fear,
deciding,
family,
promise-to-me,
the-world-is-burning