111 - We Shall See What Shall Be

Jan 16, 2015 22:59

Going up to see my sister tomorrow. Sounds so strange to say that. I have a sister. An actual sister. I'm a little afraid of this relationship. Although we're very much alike, we're also very different. It's been almost 40 years. I've changed A LOT. I don't know her anymore ... and yet I do. Sounds like a big ball of confusion.

The only thing I know for sure: I will let nothing ruin my peace, my sanity, my decision to live mentally and emotionally well. I can sacrifice any relationship except my own with myself, my husband or my sons.

We shall see what shall be.

que-sera-sera, depression, fighting-fear, deciding, family, promise-to-me, the-world-is-burning

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