hello again ( Read more... )

today was cold. i really miss the days of our not-winter. gosh. february sucks ( Read more... )

well, two actual days under my belt for the job. its alright. yesterday i was kinda alone. everyone had staff meetings. today was better as more people were around. if you're not doing challenging, interesting work, you really need good people. they're definitely that ( Read more... )

so, how are things at the church? they're fine. i'm working there this week unofficially... so i don't have a desk or any training or anything. i don't even know how they want the phones answered. i've worked a total of 8 hours this week. :o) i set up tables and chairs this morning for our game night that we had tonight. tomorrow i think i would ( Read more... )

so, i'm starting at the church in the morning. i still don't have a ton of peace about it, but i'm going to do it, and, yeah. at least it is no longer tormenting me every waking moment. just spurts of torment. isn't this ridiculous? yeah. i know. but God and i have a deal. if He doesn't want me to do this, then He'll make it very clear. otherwise, ( Read more... )

so... i've accepted a part time position at Grace Church. i'll be doing various admin stuff. its not the "wisest" thing exactly, but i think it will be a good time of transition, and it will give me time to look for that perfect full time job. i'm still a bit anxious about money and all of that, but... God will provide. so, we'll see. yeah... :o ( Read more... )

its crazy how life is turning out... the things people are doing or not doing, how you're impacted people, who's friends with who, where people are..... who they are :o ( Read more... )

(some from this night others from last night. its weird the things you think when you're all alone. i'm not often that way, especially in the last bit of my life ( Read more... )

its a pain to do, and not very interesting either. of course, it being the holidays, i'm not going to find much. add this to my current emotional resletness and confusion, and i'm not doing too well. i've been snappy with my mom, but i can blame that on hormones ( Read more... )

argh ( Read more... )