BLARGH!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! *dies*

I just finished writing the longest most important post filled with everything of ever and it fucked and my explorer closed and it's ALL GONE!!!

Fuck. And it was a good post too. Now I don't feel like writing. Oh well.

Nuff said'

Well, today was good. I don't know exactly what to say, but it was good. Very good. I had an amazingly fun day. And the best part about it was that it wasn't because something really good happened, but I was just having a good day for no aparant reason other then feeling good. I can't explain why concidering the circumstances, the mood will ( Read more... )

Well it's official, my life has become worse than crap. That barely sums it up, but ok. I've got the reverse-midas touch, yup that's my new metaphore. Everything I touch, it turns to crap. Let's start with the rather unearving title. Is it true? Yes. My mom kicked me out. She called the cops and had them take me out and I wasn't allowed to ( Read more... )

So much shit is going on right now for everyone everywhere and it makes me feel guilty to even complain about the shit in my life because, from my point of view my life isn't as relevant as the lives of others. But yeah. I'm not going to sit here and tell you what's wrong because right now I'm too fucked to care, I just came on to break the happy ( Read more... )

Hi. Be wary, this is likely to be a long post. Well, for starters, I guess my plea worked. Things did start to look up the other day. How can I put this, I don't quite know where to begin. Well, new years eve. Let's see, it was quite a night. Steve and I went to Ali's to keep her company because nobody should feel alone on new years eve, ( Read more... )

Here's a short post. (To pissed off to write a long one.) I'm empty inside. There's this big gapping whole in that place where my reason to go on living should be. Quite frankly I'm not fond of that emptyness. I hate it more then I hate my life, and it doesn't get worse then that. Trust me. So one of two things has to happen. My life needs to ( Read more... )

Well it's christmas eve. Fuck. While most people would be out having fun, spending times with relatives and doing whatever it is you do this time of year, I'm at home alone with a massive migraine and a fuckload of boredom. I hate this time of year. It always seems to remind me in one way or another just how horribly offset I am from reality. ( Read more... )

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Well. What can I say. I'm less crazy today, which is good. I think my mind is starting to accept the fact that I'm not fit for this world so it's not getting me as depressed as it did a couple days ago. Still immensely depressed though. What's new in the life of Josh. Lol ( Read more... )

Note the subject. Yes, this is indeed a pointless entry. In fact, the only reason I am writing here is to keep myself busy, because right now I'm not doing anything, and when I stop doing things I start doing other things. And other things is never good with me. So I make this journal entry. And um, I shall talk about... Nothing. So here is ( Read more... )