I've managed to surround myself with the most selfish people on the planet. this sucks so fucking bad.

It sucks feeling so alone in the midst of thousands of people. And what sucks even more is that I don't know how to fix it. 4 weeks cannot come soon enough. I can't relate to anyone, I don't feel wanted, and I feel like the walls are coming crashing down around me. The one person I want to acknowledge me is being hard to contact, and then when I ( Read more... )

oh and I quit smoking. w00t.

this week has been:

amazing, awesome, comfortable, relaxing, beautiful, inspiring, hopeful, painful, tearful, mysterious, outrageous, hilarious, cuddly, warm, sexy... just to name a few of the 100s of adjectives running through my head. more later.

So I woke up at 5am to go pee. I didn't have to be up until 7 or 7:30, but I couldn't fall back asleep for the life of me. I tossed and turned for an hour and a half and said fuck it. So now I'm here blinking and yawning. I'm so anxious about returning home (In a good way).

Have I mentioned how much I LOVE daylight savings????? ZOMG.
It's 5:30pm and my room is still sunny!
I think I seriously suffer from SAD because this sunlight is making me ridiculously happy.
Only 6 days until I go home! And only 3 days until I leave campus!

Some people just don't know when to leave the dying dog be a rest in peace ( Read more... )

I hate how I am a man eater
I just chew em up and spit em out

I need a prom date. hook it uppppp

My absence from LJ can be explained in less than 10 words.

IB
School
Work

That Boy


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2006 Was.... Uggh.
( I will get lonely...and gasp for air )