Where have your walls gone?
It sucks feeling so alone in the midst of thousands of people. And what sucks even more is that I don't know how to fix it. 4 weeks cannot come soon enough. I can't relate to anyone, I don't feel wanted, and I feel like the walls are coming crashing down around me. The one person I want to acknowledge me is being hard to contact, and then when I finally do speak to him, he is emotionally unavailable. I miss him so much it hurts. I am scared of what the future will bring, I am stressed about what I am doing next year, and I don't know where to turn. I am not as strong as I come across. No one is there for me anymore. I have dug my own grave, now I must lie in it.
I need someone to lean on. I am so tired of crying in bed until I am too exhausted to hold my eyes open in order to fall sleep every night.
I have no idea where my music went for choir and I am going to get fined so much for all of it. Ugh.
I need someone to lean on. I am so tired of crying in bed until I am too exhausted to hold my eyes open in order to fall sleep every night.
I have no idea where my music went for choir and I am going to get fined so much for all of it. Ugh.