I have this crazy uneasy feeling. And my hands are shaking. Why ( Read more... )

Thank you to the boy that said "i'll be in town, and I'd like to see you" and actually MEANT it. and DID it. I had a very good time ( Read more... )

to cast me off discourteously ( Read more... )

It's a little after eleven. Will I get the answer I'm hoping for? I'm very scared. Making myself sick ( Read more... )

...got a taste of you, threw up all night

Am I dead? I think maybe I am. The only feeling is a lack of feeling.

Sitting in a meeting all morning, my thoughts wandering. Smiling like a dumbass because my mind is other places.

Even now, I can't concentrate.

I want to run away.

Would anyone miss me?

I swear, I can feel my heart breaking. I can feel myself dying. I wish things could just get better. I want to be happy. I want so many things ( Read more... )

patiently hoping your feelings might change ( Read more... )

...cause you're about to break my fall.

Finally, someone caught me. Are the bad feelings over? Will I be able to breathe again?

The same boy that ripped out my heart is now on his knees, handing it back. Am i fool enough to cave?

...yes, i believe i am

I'm Amanda ( Read more... )

...and a bright future, why the fuck would i have a bomb on my sneaker ( Read more... )