You step a little closer to me, so close that I cant see whats going on
I have this crazy uneasy feeling. And my hands are shaking. Why?
I was called a douche. And it broke my heart. But thats not why.
Or maybe it is. Maybe its everything happening at once. Old friends back in my life. Old friends leaving my life. Good things and bad. Sickness and death so close. It scares me. But what do I say?
I've pretty much lost hope in this relationship battle. Its a useless fight. One I will not win. And I feel so strange, because I dont see this past year and a half as a waste of time. Its just...time that now means nothing? Nothing to some people, anyway.
I'm moving out before spring. I'm making it happen.
And they will adore me. Because I am adorable.
I want to leave the office NOW. let me go home early!!!
I was called a douche. And it broke my heart. But thats not why.
Or maybe it is. Maybe its everything happening at once. Old friends back in my life. Old friends leaving my life. Good things and bad. Sickness and death so close. It scares me. But what do I say?
I've pretty much lost hope in this relationship battle. Its a useless fight. One I will not win. And I feel so strange, because I dont see this past year and a half as a waste of time. Its just...time that now means nothing? Nothing to some people, anyway.
I'm moving out before spring. I'm making it happen.
And they will adore me. Because I am adorable.
I want to leave the office NOW. let me go home early!!!