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To Shiraishi
It's not like I actually remembered or anything, but Happy Birthday, I guess. -
It's hard to work this way, but...
It's not bad. I'm currently working with Tia laying on my chest. She wouldn't stop crying last night, and I had finally managed to calm her down by playing some music. Now she's passed out. I think she likes the sound of the keys clicking, which is good, because I have a lot of work to do. She's so spoiled, but it's not like I mind ( Read more... ) -
To my honorary little brother
Happy Birthday, Kin. Hope it's a blast. I sent you a gift. I hope it arrives today.
(ooc: He sent Kin a Takoyaki bean bag chair. XD) -
Well
So, the baby threw up all over my newest composition. In her defense, I really shouldn't have been feeding her and working at the same time. Ah, well. Maybe this is just fate telling me that song was crap to begin with. She seemed pretty happy after she threw up, too, so I couldn't be mad. -
Family
I saw my brother today. I was just out shopping and I saw him and his wife. She's pregnant. I told him I was excited, and asked if I could come visit to see my nephew and help with the new baby ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday
Happy birthday, Osamu-chan. Hope it's a good one. And thank you again for the baby shower. -
Tia-chan
I'm the only one of us that hasn't posted about Tia-chan...and I guess that's because I was a little embarrassed about my first reaction to her...But there's no real hiding it. I cried. I held her and I cried more than she did, and I knew in that instant that I had made the right choice by staying. She's absolutely perfect. It's a bit bittersweet, ( Read more... ) -
Well...I feel like shit.
I just went to talk to my professor today, to let him know I won't be going to America after all. He was pretty upset. He says I'm squandering my talents, and that I might as well drop the program if I'm wasting his time. Luckily, there are plenty of professors willing to take me in, I still feel like I'm letting a lot of people down. I just...I ( Read more... ) -
I'm giving up
I'm giving up thinking my parents might ever change their mind. I'm giving up the hurt that's been welling up inside me from the pain they've caused. I'm giving up thinking that everyone is going to abandon me like they did, or hurt me like Mamoru and Jude. I'm giving up hiding when I'm hurt. I'm giving up not being willing to cry in front of the ( Read more... ) -
Paperwork, Boyfriends, Lost Appetites, and Babies
I think I've finally finished all of my paperwork for America. I've also finished my translating work and anything left over for Jigaku. This should mean that I can spend more time with my boyfriends. My therapist suggested I talk to them about my appetite decrease. I know it's something I shouldn't ignore, but it's so hard to admit. They're so ( Read more... )