Family
I saw my brother today. I was just out shopping and I saw him and his wife. She's pregnant. I told him I was excited, and asked if I could come visit to see my nephew and help with the new baby.
He said no.
In fact, he said it would be better if I not speak to him anymore. That my parents have decided me being around would effect the kids. That I didn't deserve to see them...And then he just left.
I always thought he was on my side. I guess I was wrong. I was dumb to think they would want to see me. And then I was told by some of my friends that I was wrong for "playing family" with Kenya and Senri. I'm trying to not let it get to me, but...
I'm scared that they're right, that my family is right.
Kenya, Senri, I'm sorry I'm posting this, I just can't talk out loud right now...
He said no.
In fact, he said it would be better if I not speak to him anymore. That my parents have decided me being around would effect the kids. That I didn't deserve to see them...And then he just left.
I always thought he was on my side. I guess I was wrong. I was dumb to think they would want to see me. And then I was told by some of my friends that I was wrong for "playing family" with Kenya and Senri. I'm trying to not let it get to me, but...
I'm scared that they're right, that my family is right.
Kenya, Senri, I'm sorry I'm posting this, I just can't talk out loud right now...