i stopped to look AT my computer one day, it has more stickers on it than anything at a nascar race, and one of them led me to a piece of paper that came with the computer that informed me that i had the right to a free month of the t-mobile hotspot junk, the world's biggest internet rip off in my book, costing $29 a month with a year contract and ( Read more... )

this is from my physical journal, something i wrote a little bit back, in november, and since i haven't been doing much creatively, i thought i'd share ( Read more... )

i am with a very understanding girl, just because i have definite 'ideas' about raising children, i have zero experience, so what makes me think i know better than her in any aspect of parenthood, and even if i did, where is my right? "get your own kids!" should be the only response i am given. so single mothers, jen too, cuz you take care of ( Read more... )

( it was fun while it lasted )

haven't posted a picture since i, um, lost my digital camera, so here's one, blue hair is gone, though i guess i never posted one of those here, but many of you saw it. i want my camera back, waaaaa!

( it ain't much, but its all i got. )

well one more thing has been decided in my mind about the world's slowest divorce. there is no way we can negotiate. i have thought about posting our whole series of emails, which give the voyuers something to really squirm about, but haven't decided on that yet. what i did decide was what my bottom line for an out of court resolution as ( Read more... )

so, doesn't matter if its useless and nobody (not even i) want to read it, i've decided i needed to write something everyday if i can help it, journal or fiction, thoughts, whims etc, i just need to write something or there's no point in considering myself a writer. because there's always a million reasons not to write, including grooming odd ( Read more... )

just bored and writing. haven't in a long time, i have a computer now but i still haven't gotten around to doing anything terribly interesting with it except set it up so that i can work from home, rather than sit in a noisy office for hours. but that's not interesting, that's useful, and where's the fun in useful? not much of interest going on ( Read more... )

Jake (that's me) now owns a computer! (applause). soon Jake (still me) ought to get his ass around to an internet connection. and maybe jake (me again), if not thoroughly distracted by work, school and girls, will get around to writing and keeping in touch with his friends again....

just to add something:

beautiful morning
trees and sky and love and loss
beautiful mourning.

and

seven syllables
preceded by five others
followed by five more.