Today I suddenly realized, completely out of the blue, that I'm happy and satisfied about my life. For a while I didn't really think much about it, until it occurred to me that I probably haven't felt like that much since I fell into depression seven years ago. Of course I've felt happy and satisfied since then, lots of times, because it's been ups ( Read more... )

I may graduate within the year. So here's
A list of job opportunities I may have in Japan:

• Cross-dressing guide garçon
  
• Butch lesbian escort
  
• Finnish teacher
  
• NEET
  
• Token foreigner

I'm very sleep-deprived lately. I deprive myself of sleep in the most ingenious ways. And I get slightly demented. I want to write an entry that's so utterly crazy that in the future when I read it I'll go "Fuuuck...". But I guess this entry has too much coherence to be that entry. I'm sorry, future me. I failed you again. But I guess you're kinda ( Read more... )

As I was feeling sorry for myself, it occurred to me that on New Years night, I didn't buy just one omikuji, but two. The other one was a manekineko omikuji, a hollow little porcelain cat with an omikuji inside it. I never opened it, I guess originally intending to give it away or something, but then thinking against it on the off chance that it'd ( Read more... )

I get spam from the future. Now the farthest is from the day after tomorrow, but at some point I got spam from as far into the future as 2018 and 2038. Specifically a few dates in these years. I should've probably put the dates down, so that I could see if something special happens then, apart from lusty housewives accosting me.

There's a first time experience story written by a middle schooler that I want to translate and post, but it's longish.

Instead, a survey of Japanese women and their first times.


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Today, when my alarm went off, I should've just rolled over and gone back to sleep. The teacher had decided it'd be a great idea to have a day off ( Read more... )

Maybe two or three years back we read a chapter on our japanese textbooks about the future, 30 years from now. Then we had discussion on what we thought the world would be like then. I don't really remember what I talked about in class, or what others said. However, at the end of the school year, we were scheduled to have a 20 minute one on one ( Read more... )

Yesterday I met up with a classmate from Helsinki University. We went to some shops and talked. I told her about Koushi (because I want to talk about him all the time), and she said "Oh, I'm so happy for you! Honestly, I'm a little jealous. All my Japanese boyfriends were jerks. They told me to lose weight.". She was in exchange in Japan in high ( Read more... )

A dream of the future ( Read more... )