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[zealotringly]

[PRIVATE]; Not hackable to students or Thobari. More than likely hackable to those who know about her and Thobari. Strikes are not hackable.

Barely staying in the room hasn't made me feel better. I'm still nervous, anxious around him and I don't know why. And I can't just leave. Despite the lectures and how they've been dragging on, I'm learning

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[Private for Kallen's sake]

[strong_inaskirt]

Um, you might want to fix your privacy charms there...

Look, I know it's not really my business Kallen but are you going to be okay?

[Private]

[zealotringly]

I did the best I could for now. Trying to fix it when I'm less than calm will only hurt me in the end. As long as Thobari doesn't see it, it's all right.

I think so. I just... I've let this linger on long enough. Perhaps there's some lesson out of this, I don't know, but...

[Private]

[strong_inaskirt]

Alright then, just a warning so you're not surprised if the other staff start asking questions.

Well it's pretty obvious something has to be done. From the sounds of it something has to give, and while I don't know the details of your situation with Thobari it seems you may just have to to take a risk in order to sort this out.

[Private]

[zealotringly]

I'll fix it soon. More people knew about our relationship that I thought. I didn't mention it to anyone and I am assuming he did. I kept it a secret for his sake...

If it can save me from the pressure I'm feeling, then I'm willing to take that risk right now.

[Private]

[noheatnikki]

Fix what exactly? [Kate's pretty sure she knows, but she wants to make sure.]

And you know, the offer still stands to come stay in our room.

[Private]

[zealotringly]

This awkwardness. I should have known better than to suggest for us to be friends. I want to forgive him for what happened but--

If anything changes tonight for the worst, I'll come by.

[private; text]

[heavens_email]

[Gabriel knows... little details. So it's all a bit muddy for him, but he can still make some of it out. Only one thing to do at a time like this.]

): ?

1/2 [private; text]

[zealotringly]

[An emoticon? What? Kallen didn't expect a reply like this, but she sees who it's coming from. Gabriel seems to be popping up around her more often. She doesn't mind, but is intrigued.]

[private; text]

[zealotringly]

The situation here has gotten more awkward than I thought it would become. That's all really. [She doesn't tell all because more people know about their relationship than she thought. So she doesn't know who knows what.]

[private; text]

[heavens_email]

[Well we can't have that.]

>:( ?

[private;voice]

[itscalled_faith]

[... have a Castiel trying to figure out what to say. Lord knows it won't be good for Thobari.]

Do what you must. [And it's not.]

[private;voice]

[zealotringly]

[Yes because she's deciding to chop his balls off. That won't ever end well.... that's a lie. It would end wonderfully. I mean-- And Castiel's actually talking to Kallen after what happened? Color her a little shocked.]

I... plan on doing just that. [Just how many people know what the heck happened between her and Thobari anyway?]

[private;voice]

[itscalled_faith]

[NOD, ACCEPTING, whatever. Basically Castiel just gave his consent as if he's Thobari's responsible adult.]

[Which yeah, doesn't come through.]

[private;voice]

[zealotringly]

[You totally are. But she's going to take that moment of silence before it's completely gone.]

Sorry... about before.