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Aug 25, 2010 12:03

[PRIVATE]; Not hackable to students or Thobari. More than likely hackable to those who know about her and Thobari. Strikes are not hackable.

Barely staying in the room hasn't made me feel better. I'm still nervous, anxious around him and I don't know why. And I can't just leave. Despite the lectures and how they've been dragging on, I'm learning ( Read more... )

oh no won't say i'm in love, this is about to get real awkward, trying to make things right, miss independent, thobari, what he doesn't know, teacher's retreat, life is never sunshine and rainbows

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[Private for Kallen's sake] strong_inaskirt August 25 2010, 16:31:50 UTC

Um, you might want to fix your privacy charms there...

Look, I know it's not really my business Kallen but are you going to be okay?

[Private] zealotringly August 25 2010, 16:34:17 UTC

I did the best I could for now. Trying to fix it when I'm less than calm will only hurt me in the end. As long as Thobari doesn't see it, it's all right.

I think so. I just... I've let this linger on long enough. Perhaps there's some lesson out of this, I don't know, but...

[Private] strong_inaskirt August 25 2010, 16:45:35 UTC

Alright then, just a warning so you're not surprised if the other staff start asking questions.

Well it's pretty obvious something has to be done. From the sounds of it something has to give, and while I don't know the details of your situation with Thobari it seems you may just have to to take a risk in order to sort this out.

[Private] zealotringly August 25 2010, 16:48:40 UTC

I'll fix it soon. More people knew about our relationship that I thought. I didn't mention it to anyone and I am assuming he did. I kept it a secret for his sake...

If it can save me from the pressure I'm feeling, then I'm willing to take that risk right now.

[Private] strong_inaskirt August 25 2010, 21:31:01 UTC

Well you don't know for sure, might have been someone else spreading it around.

Then I guess all I can do is wish you the best. And let you know I'm willing to listen if you need help.

[Private] zealotringly August 25 2010, 21:32:02 UTC

True. But that's my guess.

Thank you. It means a lot.

[Private] strong_inaskirt August 25 2010, 23:10:23 UTC

Won't know for sure unless you ask.

No problem, anytime.

[Private] zealotringly August 25 2010, 23:12:10 UTC

I don't... want to announce it.

[Private] strong_inaskirt August 25 2010, 23:20:53 UTC

No one's saying you have to.

[Private] zealotringly August 25 2010, 23:24:43 UTC

This--

This is going to make or break things.

[Private] strong_inaskirt August 25 2010, 23:30:47 UTC

Something you have to handle for yourself I assume?

[Private] zealotringly August 26 2010, 00:05:06 UTC

Yes. I just... can't keep on going like this. I lied. I can't just... be his friend. [not hackable.]

[Private] strong_inaskirt August 26 2010, 13:37:08 UTC

Well, do what you think is best.

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