hey hey. how is it out there, where all of you are, somewhere that sure as hell is far from here cause yah, i'm all by myself ( Read more... )

six months today, and two months respectively.

an amazing thing happened. i couldn't sleep, so i flipped through the 9 stations i get in this room, one of them public access, and they were speaking german. it was one of those lame late-nineties classroom type films. i felt so productive watching that ( Read more... )

toby's alive!! and beautiful phoebe lady too!! all the kitties. they were at the houston spca, and i think they've gone somewhere else, but joel's mom's going to call back tomorrow. my little kitten boo, and fat ugly ass scaredy-bitch oc kitty kitty.. they are living.

edit: none of this is necessarily true.

here's a picture of my missing tibby kitten boo. it was taken a week after i got him, about a month ago. i love you little one, i hope you're okay, i pray that you return safely to me.
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life is pretty hard right now, see joel's journal for some specifics. just trying to keep myself occupied so it won't get me down. i love you joel, my angel, my constancy. just keep us all in your prayers. if you can, like joel said, a pack of cigarettes or a few bucks would mean the world to him and his family. we would all be so appreciative. ( Read more... )

horns blaring, girls screaming. hurricane.

the gulf of mexico can rot in hell.

why haven't i got any friends? is it really because i don't try hard enough, or that i won't give anyone a chance, or that i act too proud, or that i'm painfully shy around anyone i don't know extremely well? it's just that it's friday night, and i can hear doors opening and closing all along the hall, and people are going places, or people are ( Read more... )

i long to be north.