does anybody know a really good diet :/

im pregnant with brandon's baby. im so excited. :)

all the shit going on is really beating me up inside
i got called down to the deans office 5 times so they could "check up on me" because i talked to matt every single day.. god i dont understand why he killed himself :(!

im hurting because i know it could've been prevented
MATT LOCKERMAN commited suicide yesterday afternoon at 4:15 pm.
i dont know why
but hes the most popular boy in our school.. rich.. good looking.. he had everything.
he finally got the guts to ask erin out, and she said yes.
he was SO happy yesterday
WHY WHY WHY did he do it god :(!

last night was by far the hardest night ive ever had to go through ( Read more... )

REST IN PEACE IAN WALLACE AND JOSHUA BANKETT

DECEMBER 27, 2005

YOU GUYS CHANGED MY LIFE

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY

im graduating 6 months early.
and i cant fucking wait.
and im going to college.. in california. 10 months early. and im so scared..
by this time next year.. on next friday. ill be gone from colorado. and that scares me more than anything :/

pss today is mine & brandons 1 year. too bad we arent together..

again, im not in school, and again i probably never will be ( Read more... )

god yesterday was insane at work. remind me never to work a black friday again. we opened at 4am and most of us had to be there at 2am and luckily i wasnt one of them :) then those who were there at 2am had to work until 11pm the next day because they were 18 and had to close. so basically they worked their asses off for 20 hours. and i only had to ( Read more... )