forgive me if it sounds like my heart is not in it this time. i just typed about two pages of things i wanted to tell you and the computer erased everything. i am going to try again but some of this will have to wait until later. 
last night when we talked on the phone you didnt really seem like you wanted to talk. i really dont know how to cheer ( Read more... )

some of you may know me know that my boyfriend fiance is in the military and is currently stationed far from home at ft sam houston texas. he came back on christmas exodus after i hadn't seen him in almost two years and proposed to me! we had our tough times in the past but are ready to forgive and forget, or at least try and move forward. despite ( Read more... )

i watch way too much tv. 
sometimes when im talking to someone in real life i'll be like, "who was it that did that/went there/said that again? oh, wait... that was on tv." its so awful, really.

so i always complain in here so im going to write down some good things

.yesterday when i went through the drive thru at starbucks the lady in the window asked me if i wanted a free carmel frappucino (which i probably spelled wrong) because they were just going to throw it away if no one took it. the best part was that she was almost as excited that ( Read more... )

when the weekend starts i will lay in bed at night and think about how wonderful it will be to laze around in bed and not even get out of my pjs for an entire day. but then morning comes, and i'm out of bed before 9 am doing laundry, dishes and whatever else. then i want to shower and just GO somewhere. i used to think a three day weekend would ( Read more... )

my image host just *disappeared*. after paying five bucks a month for eternity it disappeared off the internet and took all of my pictures with it. THIS IS THE WEEK FROM HELL, I HATE IT. and sorry for the lack of pictures/layout. i'll fix it eventually, i swear.

i never use this thing anymore, and i should because im always thinking about things, getting mad, going crazy. sometimes i even think, "shit - i should write about this!" but i never do ( Read more... )

so elizabeth sent me this email ( Read more... )

i never use this thing anymore but i really should because sometimes i have a lot to say.

i swear, as much as i just LOVE driving to work going 30mph in a 45 zone i'm tired of slowing down to enjoy the scenery, people. this has got to stop. i know the win-co is a reaaaally big building and all those traffic lights are awfully bright and shiny, but we all have to try and move on, ok ( Read more... )