... I am not sure what has happened. I ... I thought I had returned home, home to my own time.  But I have not.  This is still Budehuc.  But it isn't right.  It's empty.  Silent   And I feel like so much is missing.  Like I am forgetting something important ( Read more... )

*there is a gaunt looking mother, worn out physically by grief and sorrow, standing by the lake with a very awake infant in her arms, sucking on his thumb. Despite her frail appearance, she is smiling and her attention seems to be focused on something or someone not visibly present*

Just look at him. He has grown so much. Just about eight months ( Read more... )

( Private Journal entry )

( Private Journal entry )

*appears frantic and is out of breath as she clutches Kai tightly to herself ( Read more... )

( Letter to Mother )

( Several backdated mini-logs )

My little boy is now three whole months old~ ♥ And looking more and more like his daddy every day. And yes, as his daddy says, the ladies do love him. *sighs* My boy is going to be another Cassanova, isn't he? Too bad that no girl out there will be good enough for my darling. He's Mama's boy forever and ever~ ♥♥♥♥♥

( Well I guess you're not a holy terror 'cause you can smile, yes you can! )

*walking by the lake, looking exhausted with a bundled Kai in her arms*

My little darling. I love you so but why must you keep so many people up so late?

My apologies to everyone who might have had their sleep affected by Kai's crying. It's certainly not something I want to put anyone through ...