so far things have been going pretty well ( Read more... )

i regret what i did last night
i miss him
i want to be with him. 

days blend with the next.
What's the date today?
don't care.
all i do is sleep, work, and school.
When's something fun going to happen?

I'm moving out of my parents house, and i'm still going to senior year. I'm gonna live with derek and it's going to be awesome. I can't wait.

summer is almost over :( i'm pretty sad ( Read more... )

so....A TON of stuff has happened since my last entry. Steph offically like lives with me now, my parents gave her the spare room and everything, but i think she's still going to sleep in my room ( Read more... )

summer isn't that fun anymore

Lets see how much of a mainer i am :

MAINER SURVEY

[ ] i have lived in maine my whole life
[ ] i have lived in the same town my whole life
[ ] i have lived in the same house my whole life
[x] i have been swimming in sebago lake
[x] i have been swimming in a pond
total: 2

[x] i have been swimming in a river
[x] i have been to salmon falls
[x] i have jumped ( Read more... )

requiem for a dream is so sad, but so good. I can't believe i didn't see it for so long ( Read more... )

She threw my shit out into the yard
Then she called me a bum and slapped me real hard
And in my drunken stupor
I did what I should have never done
and now I’m sittin’ here, talking to you
Drunk and on the run
I’m sittin’ at a bar on the inside
Waitin’ for my ride on the outside
She broke my heart
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin’ car
Crashed that piece ( Read more... )