this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 2/4youcallitwinterAugust 19 2013, 00:13:48 UTC
Shi Won calls. Shi Won calls often and Very Pointedly Does Not Talk About That Person Whom She Is Not (At All) Talking About.
They talk about her godawful boss, instead, who keeps her on timings that suit only a night watchman, the woman in the next cubicle who clearly hates her for being way more, like, way more, talented than her. They talk about her mother and her father. They talk about H.O.T. They talk a lot about H.O.T
( ... )
this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 3/4youcallitwinterAugust 19 2013, 00:14:55 UTC
He gives in eventually, to Yoon Jae's insistence, his obvious need to help him in his work, as an apology for something he probably hasn't fully realized.
Not that day, some other day, in a long list of days, because there just aren't enough excuses that don't sound like excuses, that don't sound like, I'm scared of your heart beating in sync with mine, my lips against yours.
Nothing really sounds like that, but he's had to listen to enough music to sometimes fill in spaces with poetry.
And tries to remember the instructions for CPR, how hard he can't press because that could mean death. Everything, he has come to learn, can mean death, and it's all about degrees and counts and numbers and precision. Details that don't involve the angle of Yoon Jae's tie and the square feet of distance between them
( ... )
this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 4/4youcallitwinterAugust 19 2013, 00:20:04 UTC
It still feels a little wrong, to nod his head when Yoon Jae slurs something like, "unrequited love sucks", like it's bonding over the realization of a universal knowledge between friends, and then watch him unconsciously finger the chain around his neck, the one that he knows she gave him once, when he'd asked for a real gift in exchange for a Grant-A-Wish coupon
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Re: this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 4/4ever_neutralAugust 19 2013, 02:52:46 UTC
d. u suck 2
The truth is, he gets lost a lot. I AM ALREADY NOT OK
(The next time, he doesn’t look up. Lets the number go. Fifty eight times later, he’s completely forgotten the count. Honestly.) JOON HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
They talk about H.O.T. They talk a lot about H.O.T. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. FOREVER.
HE IS JEALOUS OF HER HEARTBREAK ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING ME
Someday; maybe not right now, or tomorrow, or next week, or next year, but still, someday, those two will get it right. This Joon Hee believes. NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. OF COURSE HE FOREVER BELIEVES IN HAPPY ENDINGS THAT AREN’T HIS. THIS ASSHOLE. I’M SO UPSET.
He gives in eventually, to Yoon Jae's insistence, his obvious need to help him in his work, as an apology for something he probably hasn't fully realized. THESE BAGS OF DICKS. I love love love the idea that Yoon Jae does know, on some level he’s afraid to acknowledge, because he doesn’t want to be responsible for that degree of power over someone.
Yoon Jae sits up, "you just didn't want to kiss me. Not so
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Re: this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 4/4youcallitwinterAugust 19 2013, 11:00:00 UTC
d. u suck infinity, no returns.
JOON HEE, THOUGH, UGH, I DIDN'T QUITE REALIZE HOW MUCH I FELT FOR HIM TILL I STARTED WRITING AND SAW THE GIFS AND REMEMBERED HOW GORGEOUS A CHARACTER HE WAS.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. OF COURSE HE FOREVER BELIEVES IN HAPPY ENDINGS THAT AREN’T HIS. THIS ASSHOLE. I’M SO UPSET.
YOU KNOW IT. HE THINKS THE TWO PEOPLE HE LOVES MOST BELONG TOGETHER AND HE IS OKAY. MOSTLY.
I love love love the idea that Yoon Jae does know, on some level he’s afraid to acknowledge, because he doesn’t want to be responsible for that degree of power over someone.
ugh, you know favorite scene right there where Yoon Jae finds out and you have this horrible anticipation of how the relationship will change and how he'll react and then he's like *hand over shoulder* "Let's go for dinner", and I just DIED SO MUCH. What a stunning arc, truly.
I rue the day I ever posted this prompt, I truly do.
That was obv my only intention tbh.
I want to write your Boys Over Flowers prompt too. Why would you..
Re: this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 4/4vergoldungAugust 19 2013, 03:31:30 UTC
hysterical screeching and wow i'm so emotionally drained that i don't even have the energy to capslock anymore i think there is irony in that y/n
ugh the chain ugh that convo ugh too close and not close enough are the fucking same thing these days ughhhh ugh the necklace isn't precise but it looks great in the sunlight ugh ugh ugh ugh h.o.t. ugh h.o.t. and all those liferuining idols ugh ugh UGH NO NO WHY GOD I DON'T CARE THEIR SILENT UNDERSTANDING TRUMPS ALL UGHHH YOU'VE MADE ME CAPSLOCK AGAIN WOW THAT'S JUST GROSS but really
Just the sheer possibility of love isn’t to be compared to the impossibility of love. i am being cut into tiny tiny little pieces by your sharp mean merciless words ewwww this is so many levels of wrong you should not be allowed to do something like that WHY DO YOU KNOW THINGS this is very upsetting
"I bet she cried," Yoon Jae says simply, eyes still closed, slumped against the leg of the couch, "I bet she cried for days. The stupid, silly, child."ARRRGGHHHHH GODDAMMIT YOONJAE IS SO INFURIATING I WISH TO
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aldfgfkgfjgkfd i absolutely LOVED this and i have way too many feelings to write a proper comment, i am sorry. but seriously. this. this hurt but in a good way and ugh all my reply 1997 feelings are coming back now /o\
Haha, it's been a while since I watched the show, I'm not as familiar with the setting now so I was hoping I wouldn't mess it up. Thank you, I'm so glad you liked it!
Re: this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 3/4vergoldungAugust 19 2013, 03:01:56 UTC
so i'd like to start of this comment by saying I DON'T THINK I'M READY FOR THIS honestly i was never going to be ready but really i didn't think i would be shaking because of that, good job bro.
as an apology for something he probably hasn't fully realized nope i do not want yoonjae feeling do not give them to me ugghhhhhh this is not nice of you
Not that day, some other day, in a long list of days, because there just aren't enough excuses that don't sound like excuses, that don't sound like, I'm scared of your heart beating in sync with mine, my lips against yours. R E A L L Y you went there of course you did i knew that's what i was in for why do i keep forgetting that this is the reason i needed you to watch this mothereffing show in the first place but idk maybe i keep forgetting that this is everything i ever wanted BECAUSE IT FUCKING HURTS LIKE AGONY
And tries to remember the instructions for CPR, how hard he can't press because that could mean death.LAUGHING SO HARD RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF HOW GPOY THIS IS LIKE IT LITERALLY
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Re: this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 2/4vergoldungAugust 19 2013, 02:05:55 UTC
WHAT. WHAT. OH MY GOD. OH. MY. GOD. CRYING CRYING CRYING CRYIIIINNNGG YOU FUCKING DID THIS. YOU FUCKING GAVE IT TO ME I AM OH GOD WHAT AM I EVEN DOING. ZOE I AM FREAKING OUT SO HARD RIGHT NOW YOU PROBABLY COULDN'T EVEN IMAGINE IT IF YOU TRIED. FUUUUCK I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE GIVING ME EVERYTHING. I KIND OF FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO SOB OMG THIS IS SO GROSS (I SWEAR I'M NOT ALWAYS LIKE THAT I SWEAR IDK WHAT THIS SHIP DOES TO ME IT JUST DESTROYS MY HUMAN ABILITY TO EMOTE AND I DISSOLVE INTO LOUD VERY LOUD FEELINGS)
shit what is wrong with me. it's just a phone call. but god. you do them so perfectly it kills me. (and idk just the fact that i talked to you about that headcanon and how much i longed for it and then you write it more painfully that i ever imagined it before and i am just so choked up on emotions with how much i love you, fucking choked up)
Some days there are silences and he doesn't rush to fill them because that way, she doesn't ask and he doesn't say, but she knows that the person whom she Doesn't Want To Know Anything
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Re: this is how you make meaning | reply 1997 | joon hee/yoon jae(/shi won) | 2/4vergoldungAugust 19 2013, 02:06:58 UTC
[lol that this was too long for one comment YEAH MY DISTRESS IS HILARIOUS RIGHT?]
Or maybe he does, maybe he's always known, and it's just that he doesn't care anymore.
(That's not true, but it's no more a lie than any that Joon Hee tells everyday.) i'm trying to distract myself enumerating the list of characters that have a better angst potential than joonhee... idk what it says about me that i'm not coming up with a single one. shit.
SOMETIMES I JUST REALLY HATE YOONJAE THAT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT HE IS THE WORST HOW CAN SOMEBODY SO SMART BE SO DUMB /slaps him
It would be the betrayal of a summer long since over. NO THANKS I DON'T NEED THIS I DON'T FUCKING NEED THIS IN MY LIFE OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN I COULD NEVER EVER BE READY FOR YOU SHAME ON ME TO BE HONEST I NEVER LEARN
eff eeeeeeff shipper joonhee of course you did you hate me
and this i'm just going to let it lie there LIKE THE HUGE KNIFE IN MY BODY THAT IT IS : He's mixing them up, the three of them, he knows, but he has a tendency to do that, he's
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b. why is this so long?
c. what is this.
d. u suck.
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They talk about her godawful boss, instead, who keeps her on timings that suit only a night watchman, the woman in the next cubicle who clearly hates her for being way more, like, way more, talented than her. They talk about her mother and her father. They talk about H.O.T. They talk a lot about H.O.T ( ... )
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Not that day, some other day, in a long list of days, because there just aren't enough excuses that don't sound like excuses, that don't sound like, I'm scared of your heart beating in sync with mine, my lips against yours.
Nothing really sounds like that, but he's had to listen to enough music to sometimes fill in spaces with poetry.
And tries to remember the instructions for CPR, how hard he can't press because that could mean death. Everything, he has come to learn, can mean death, and it's all about degrees and counts and numbers and precision. Details that don't involve the angle of Yoon Jae's tie and the square feet of distance between them ( ... )
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The truth is, he gets lost a lot.
I AM ALREADY NOT OK
(The next time, he doesn’t look up. Lets the number go. Fifty eight times later, he’s completely forgotten the count. Honestly.)
JOON HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
They talk about H.O.T. They talk a lot about H.O.T.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. FOREVER.
HE IS JEALOUS OF HER HEARTBREAK ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING ME
Someday; maybe not right now, or tomorrow, or next week, or next year, but still, someday, those two will get it right. This Joon Hee believes.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. OF COURSE HE FOREVER BELIEVES IN HAPPY ENDINGS THAT AREN’T HIS. THIS ASSHOLE. I’M SO UPSET.
He gives in eventually, to Yoon Jae's insistence, his obvious need to help him in his work, as an apology for something he probably hasn't fully realized.
THESE BAGS OF DICKS. I love love love the idea that Yoon Jae does know, on some level he’s afraid to acknowledge, because he doesn’t want to be responsible for that degree of power over someone.
Yoon Jae sits up, "you just didn't want to kiss me. Not so ( ... )
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JOON HEE, THOUGH, UGH, I DIDN'T QUITE REALIZE HOW MUCH I FELT FOR HIM TILL I STARTED WRITING AND SAW THE GIFS AND REMEMBERED HOW GORGEOUS A CHARACTER HE WAS.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO. OF COURSE HE FOREVER BELIEVES IN HAPPY ENDINGS THAT AREN’T HIS. THIS ASSHOLE. I’M SO UPSET.
YOU KNOW IT. HE THINKS THE TWO PEOPLE HE LOVES MOST BELONG TOGETHER AND HE IS OKAY. MOSTLY.
I love love love the idea that Yoon Jae does know, on some level he’s afraid to acknowledge, because he doesn’t want to be responsible for that degree of power over someone.
ugh, you know favorite scene right there where Yoon Jae finds out and you have this horrible anticipation of how the relationship will change and how he'll react and then he's like *hand over shoulder* "Let's go for dinner", and I just DIED SO MUCH. What a stunning arc, truly.
I rue the day I ever posted this prompt, I truly do.
That was obv my only intention tbh.
I want to write your Boys Over Flowers prompt too. Why would you..
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ugh the chain
ugh that convo
ugh too close and not close enough are the fucking same thing these days ughhhh
ugh the necklace isn't precise but it looks great in the sunlight ugh ugh ugh
ugh h.o.t. ugh h.o.t. and all those liferuining idols ugh ugh
UGH NO NO WHY GOD I DON'T CARE THEIR SILENT UNDERSTANDING TRUMPS ALL UGHHH YOU'VE MADE ME CAPSLOCK AGAIN WOW THAT'S JUST GROSS
but really
Just the sheer possibility of love isn’t to be compared to the impossibility of love.
i am being cut into tiny tiny little pieces by your sharp mean merciless words ewwww this is so many levels of wrong you should not be allowed to do something like that WHY DO YOU KNOW THINGS this is very upsetting
"I bet she cried," Yoon Jae says simply, eyes still closed, slumped against the leg of the couch, "I bet she cried for days. The stupid, silly, child."ARRRGGHHHHH GODDAMMIT YOONJAE IS SO INFURIATING I WISH TO ( ... )
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stitch me up again i'm bleeding out all over the floor
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but seriously. this. this hurt but in a good way and ugh all my reply 1997 feelings are coming back now /o\
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as an apology for something he probably hasn't fully realized
nope i do not want yoonjae feeling do not give them to me ugghhhhhh this is not nice of you
Not that day, some other day, in a long list of days, because there just aren't enough excuses that don't sound like excuses, that don't sound like, I'm scared of your heart beating in sync with mine, my lips against yours.
R E A L L Y
you went there of course you did i knew that's what i was in for why do i keep forgetting that this is the reason i needed you to watch this mothereffing show in the first place but idk maybe i keep forgetting that this is everything i ever wanted BECAUSE IT FUCKING HURTS LIKE AGONY
And tries to remember the instructions for CPR, how hard he can't press because that could mean death.LAUGHING SO HARD RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF HOW GPOY THIS IS LIKE IT LITERALLY ( ... )
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YOU FUCKING DID THIS. YOU FUCKING GAVE IT TO ME I AM OH GOD WHAT AM I EVEN DOING. ZOE I AM FREAKING OUT SO HARD RIGHT NOW YOU PROBABLY COULDN'T EVEN IMAGINE IT IF YOU TRIED. FUUUUCK I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE GIVING ME EVERYTHING. I KIND OF FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO SOB OMG THIS IS SO GROSS (I SWEAR I'M NOT ALWAYS LIKE THAT I SWEAR IDK WHAT THIS SHIP DOES TO ME IT JUST DESTROYS MY HUMAN ABILITY TO EMOTE AND I DISSOLVE INTO LOUD VERY LOUD FEELINGS)
shit what is wrong with me. it's just a phone call. but god. you do them so perfectly it kills me. (and idk just the fact that i talked to you about that headcanon and how much i longed for it and then you write it more painfully that i ever imagined it before and i am just so choked up on emotions with how much i love you, fucking choked up)
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Or maybe he does, maybe he's always known, and it's just that he doesn't care anymore.
(That's not true, but it's no more a lie than any that Joon Hee tells everyday.)
i'm trying to distract myself enumerating the list of characters that have a better angst potential than joonhee... idk what it says about me that i'm not coming up with a single one. shit.
SOMETIMES I JUST REALLY HATE YOONJAE THAT IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT HE IS THE WORST HOW CAN SOMEBODY SO SMART BE SO DUMB /slaps him
It would be the betrayal of a summer long since over.
NO THANKS I DON'T NEED THIS I DON'T FUCKING NEED THIS IN MY LIFE OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN I COULD NEVER EVER BE READY FOR YOU SHAME ON ME TO BE HONEST I NEVER LEARN
eff eeeeeeff shipper joonhee of course you did you hate me
and this i'm just going to let it lie there LIKE THE HUGE KNIFE IN MY BODY THAT IT IS :
He's mixing them up, the three of them, he knows, but he has a tendency to do that, he's ( ... )
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