i have been busier than an over boiling pot of spaghetti. i do still breathe, though ( Read more... )

first draft of my very first college english paper.it's a narrative. it's about my dad. you all are welcome and encouraged to critique it and help me edit and revise it. here it is ( Read more... )

have the BEST news ever ( Read more... )

krystie lost her baby. it's tiny heart stopped beating about a week ago, they say. it's really strange that this life, this person, that i've been looking forward to seeing for three and a half months now...is now dead. its so strange. its sad. i don't feel like the fetus in my sisters womb is gone, but like my little neice or nephew is. freaking a ( Read more... )

after i finish school, all of school, in a few years, i might move to either Africa or China for a year. my mom can work as a nurse and i will take a LOT of pictures and make friends with tiny african//chinese kids. i discussed it with my parents last night and they seriously want to do it. my mom told me last night "you really can live your life ( Read more... )

Making Underoath songs to be played acousticly (tracks 2 and 6) is much easier when you know what your doing more than i do. however i will prevail. i wish i knew more about music theory or that my brother Adam lived with me. Vannah and Ruthy and I need to put something together musically really soon, i'm getting anxious ( Read more... )

so here is monday. and everything is still a blur. sure its been three days. who needs to be fully awake anyway?

nothing is real anyways. not this typing, not the noises coming from outside. forgetting whether or not you exist can be irrelevent to living.

i hate it when i can't sleep. i hate it even more when i can't wake up.

oxford now is mine. i have the adoption papers in front of me. (aka the title). all i have to do is get a job so that my parents will let me get him registered and get plates etc. thank you becky mix ( Read more... )

i would definitely like to say that i <3 Vannah and Blake Bell more than i've ever said before. *makes "wuhhhh" noise ( Read more... )

i have finally finished "English Lit". i've been working on it for quite a while. this means all i have to do is wrap up my algebra. then finish my geometry, photography, drawing (people), drawing (landscapes), and Home Decorating over the summer ( Read more... )