i go back to school on tuesday
and i might vomit
i'm not sure what it is
but i feel so sad thinking about going back
hopefully, once im there, everything will fall into place again

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How lame is this
that the fucking jerk
has time to spend with the girl
who totally fucked him over about 50 times...
and not me.

fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you.
seriously, fuck you. twice. in the ass. hard.
why is it so hard for me to just be done? so hard. i can't really take it.

gahhh.
i have a huge huge huge hugeeee crush
on a boy that i cant have a crush on.
he has a girl friend
he's a freshman
but holy crap.
adorable.

we like ALL the same music
and we think the same way
and we say the same things at the same time
and we think its hilarious.
and he has the nicest friends
and he is totally adorable.
and this just sucks

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I don't get it
i wouldnt try to be friends with you...i wouldnt try so hard if i didnt want this.
i want it
but we want it in different ways, obviously
i thought this year was going to be 100 times better
and i was obviously mistaken

im going to die alone.
its awesome when a boy uses you. and then tells you he likes another girl.

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