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it's 12:21 AM on sunday the 20th
so essentially, i leave today
im so nervous
like, dont get me wrong, im so fucking excited.
but what if no one wants to play?
and what if everyone gets invited to parties and im alone in my room
and what if i just dont see anyone?
im freaking out.
because, like i said, i know how fucking amazing it can be
and im just so nervous nothing will come of it
and then i might hate school. a lot.
so essentially, i leave today
im so nervous
like, dont get me wrong, im so fucking excited.
but what if no one wants to play?
and what if everyone gets invited to parties and im alone in my room
and what if i just dont see anyone?
im freaking out.
because, like i said, i know how fucking amazing it can be
and im just so nervous nothing will come of it
and then i might hate school. a lot.