i don't know what to say anymore. too many thoughts ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do? i don't really know anymore.

i have never missed someone so much. god, it hurts. it's like emptiness that is constantly with me. not a day goes by when i don't think about it. i just want the memory to stop. i don't want to feel sad anymore. i'm no good at this.

hmm...things are so weird sometimes. i don't know what to think. i just don't know. my head is spinning. i feel like quitting. but that's not really a possibility. would be nice though. i'm glad i'm home right now, but it's really lonely. everyone is up in ruston still. i'll get to be around people tomorrow though...for a while. too much school ( Read more... )

new journal.

don't have much to say.

it's one in the morning.
i've been in bed since ten.
can't sleep.
bummer.