Today was kinda a chill day...didn't really do much except work. I def don't know what's going on in my life tho. I need to figure that out right quick huh. I got my Abercrombie check today...3 somethin...not too shaby...that's about the price of an airplane ticket home and a day or two of rent some where...lol...can you tell i don't wanna be ( Read more... )

So talking to Cody last night really made me realize that I can't be happy in another relationship, if I don't heal my scars of the past. It's kind of a novel idea but I mean...I thought I healed fine! I guess I was lying to myself. I really would love to give it a shot with him...But I know I can't move on to him and give him what he deserves, ( Read more... )

draztcchnge17: Look, I hate the fact that after 5 months...i still have to think about what you did to me...the shit that happend between us was mad fucking shady and i hope you know that the only reason why i can't talk to you is becuase of what you did ( Read more... )

What day is it? And in what month ( Read more... )

I'm a little depressed right now cuz I talked to Cody. He has this overwhelming power to make you think about yourself. And your life and what's wrong with it. Right now, I'm thinking about the loneliness I feel. The fact that I really don't have someone who I can say, when I wake up in the morning, he's the first person I think about. I dunno ( Read more... )

Can the need for a relationship be so great, that you will do just about anything to be in one? I think so. Take for instance, Cameron* is dating a man who has a psychotic ex wife and child by that wife, many different aliases that he goes by including his middle name, and street name, got BACK together with his ex wife and is now having a SECOND ( Read more... )

As the gospel song goes..."Who Knows Who Holds Tomorrow". And at this point, who knows what tomorrow will bring? Another day of work I guess and then maybe shopping...idk...i got my car here now so that is a def possibility...the stress of having two jobs is out of control..both jobs seem to think its okay to put random fucking hours on me ( Read more... )

So last night my family and i went to see We Will Rock You!...a play based on music from Queen. It was really good...well the singing was anyways...the choreography.....well....not so much...but oh well...we sat front row dead center were u could feel the sweat the tears and the spit...yeah graphic but neccessary! The lead guy in it tho...was ( Read more... )

Okay so i'm wicked excited that i just got hired at abercrombie and panera bread!! i love it!! life is fucking awesome! and even better....NO MORE DRAMA AND SHIT!! no more burned bridges with good peoples...yay! okie dokie....I'M OUT MUTHA TRUCKAHSS!!! WORRRRDDDDD