hmmm
Today was kinda a chill day...didn't really do much except work. I def don't know what's going on in my life tho. I need to figure that out right quick huh. I got my Abercrombie check today...3 somethin...not too shaby...that's about the price of an airplane ticket home and a day or two of rent some where...lol...can you tell i don't wanna be here?! I'm on call tomorrow...yay for that...considering that I have to wait til an hour before my shift to see if I have to work, can't really do much. Yeah it blows but whatcha gonna do. Oh, and I've decided to say FUCK IT to Cody's advice and not say a word to anyone...suck it up...and deal wit it. At this point its not worth it. Random thought...I haven't talked to him in a while...i hope he isn't mad at me. I really don't know what to do with him...I know I could be good for him and he knows that. But at the same time, whoa this distance thing just isn't conducive to having a relationship. Idk! Arright...so there is this kid at work...and well, he has very gay tendencies, but he claims to like the pussay...well today he punched me in the stomach as i was walking by...no biggie...just a playful jab...okay so not five minutes later...he comes up to me...ALL UP IN MY PERSONAL BUBBLE MIND YOU....and starts rubbing my tummy saying "I'm sorry i punched u" and blah blah blah...I'm like no worries...and i kinda back away but my back is to the wall...then he's all up in my grill YET AGAIN...this time he kisses his hands and then proceeds to place his hand on my stomach again...no i'm like.."aright...CUT! You are so all up in my personal bubble right now!" So he laughs and walks away...now, if that wasn't specifically a gay experience...idk WHAT is...lol...and i should know! WHat the F! The fact that he got all up in my personal bubble pissed me off...im like....WHO ARE YOU?! LoL! but whatevs i'm goin to bed...nite