Let's Talk About It
So talking to Cody last night really made me realize that I can't be happy in another relationship, if I don't heal my scars of the past. It's kind of a novel idea but I mean...I thought I healed fine! I guess I was lying to myself. I really would love to give it a shot with him...But I know I can't move on to him and give him what he deserves, if I can't handle my own shit first. But I don't want to lose him as I get my shit together...i KNOW i couldn't handle it if i did...