I'm such a sad human being. God should forsake me. I'm lazy and I complain. I'm so lazy. I'm shirking off all my responsibilities. I'm bad. I missed my training. Im not studying. It's like I like being and living in sloth. I'm not clean and I never will be ever again. I have committed a grave mortal sin. I love the fact that I have done so, in some ( Read more... )

don't see why its illegal to kill yourself. really goddamn dont ( Read more... )

SO ( Read more... )

so tired lately. i think something's wrong with me, medically. going to the doctor tommorow ( Read more... )

Air - How Does It Make You Feel ( Read more... )

V. says ( Read more... )

the distance between us just kills me sometimes. makes me frustrated. sad. angry. frustrated. frustrated. frustration is ( Read more... )

i dont even know what i want to say on this. except that jow lives far, doesn't go to the same school and that ( Read more... )

havent updated here in awhile. wow. i guess im losing a need for this lj. im happy and sane. why do i need
a live journal with the name of 'ycantidie' when i want to live? <--- shock ( Read more... )

i am going to marry jow one day.

i am completely in love with him.

he affects my studies.

i am a leaky wine jar.

but i love him.

and i'm never letting him go.

mark my words.

-V.