I see myself staring at the ceiling just thinking of the what ifs of life. What if things had been different, would it have done me any good ( Read more... )

I couldn't bare the thought of not being able to call him and him not answer ( Read more... )

Inside my heart is aching ( Read more... )

Why is it that I'm only talked to when someone is drunk, and that's when they think of me, to talk to ME ( Read more... )

Today I deleted anything that reminds me of him. It was sort of refreshing. Like, the chapter is finally closed and now i need to find a better book to invest in reading about ( Read more... )

It was disappointing in being in Georgia.... Wasn't worth it at all. Only 6 people I got to see when i was there, and all but one of them was worth spending any time with. There were people I wanted to see, but I didn't have time and I wish I had more time to see them when I was there ( Read more... )

Thursday started out ok. I went to the petsmart to get her new food in hopes that she would start eating again. Got lots of food. She was with me, and I tried to put her in the cart so she wouldn't have to worry about running into things. She didn't like that and kinda freaked out, so I took her out of the cart. When ever I stopped she would ( Read more... )

I'm feeling down today... I have no reason to be, u just feel like i'm just useless and worthless.... I feel like I can't care about anyone or anything anymore ( Read more... )

You know, I haven't updated in a while. More so for the fact that I have left the negative influences behind me and haven't looked back ( Read more... )

it's nice to talk to him again like we used to. lol. makes me laugh so hard i cry...lol. talk about the shit we used to talk about just cause it's interesting. it feels like i'm there but not, but like where we began not where it ended. i love to be able to talk to him again and not think about anything from the past, but just accept and like ( Read more... )