So I'm fairly certain I've gotten dumber.  : \  But nobody believes me.  The docs gave me their standard testing battery and said I was perfectly fine in terms of cognitive function.  The sensory-motor stuff was fine too, from what they could tell, but of course they couldn't test all my moving parts if they don't want me to move.  So they said I ( Read more... )

I've always wondered what it would have been like to have a sibling. I think most only children have probably wondered the same thing, but in my case especially...what would that have been like ( Read more... )

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I added pictures to my userinfo. They are from this site here and originally taken by flickr users. The pictures I chose were very beautiful and sad to me, but it was only after I had picked them out and looked at them together that I realized they each held another layer of significance for me. They're each a symbol. I wonder if any of you can ( Read more... )

Recipe for a shitty summer:

Ingredients:
2 kneecaps
1 tibia
4 ribs
3 vertebra
1 ulna
1 radius
1 wrist
1 shoulder
1 skull
1 brain
1 rectum

Directions:
1. Fuck that shit up

Serves 1

I don't want to talk about it.  just letting ppl know. Damn typing is hard. 

It's been a nice first weekend back in Japan with my family.  Since I was sick, it was pretty laid back.  Aunt Sayu made me an enormous cake that as waiting for me when I got off the plane. <333 No matter how sick, I can always enjoy cake.  She and Matsuda are getting married (fiiiiinally) in June!  That's going to be awesome.  I just hope I can ( Read more... )

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Tom left me a voicemail to apologize for kicking me out last night.  He said he still was disgusted and hurt and refused to sleep with me anymore, but he recognized that I needed help with my addiction and he felt bad for abandoning me altogether.  He promised not to tell our friends why we broke up, which was a relief. As a friend, he said, he ( Read more... )