So I feel pretty fantastic. Last night I stayed the night with Robert so I could take him to his first day at work today :):):):):) and that in itself was exciting. But we just stayed up all night talkin and he was like, I don't know why I can't sleep right now and I dunno. . . I just thought it was really amazing. No we didn't ( Read more... )

[Disclaimer: For those of you who do not know, I have a mildly self-destructive kind of past, today, we will relive this past with vigor]

Fuck all of this. Fuck this life, fuck this world, and fuck the scars on my wrists. I am so done listening to people bitch about their shitty lives. Why doesn't she just fix her own god damn problems. Stop over ( Read more... )

Who wants to hear about my life? Nobody?? Too bad. So lately, has been just not good. I feel like I'm falling apart inside. I have no idea what's good anymore. I have so many bills. I have a speeding ticket I need to pay, I have car insurance, and a car payment, both due on the 15th. When do I get paid?? The 20th. Then I have a credit card payment ( Read more... )

I wanna run away but don't know how.

I feel like my life is slowly falling apart and that there is no escape from my enevitable downfall. Slit my wrists and make this all just stop. My heart slowly beating. my breath slowing down until all I can hear is my heart bursting inside of me. Here, enjoy my poem.

Drowning,

Falling out of conciousness,

Drifting ( Read more... )

Bad day.

She's fuckin gettin to me and she's gunna get punched. I don't give a shit anymore.

IM GETTING MY TONGUE PIERCED TODAY!!! :)

Good morning ( Read more... )

I doubt any one of you cares to know that I am still breathing (at times regretfully). Life moves, my debt drowns me and suffocates me constantly, and I am nothing but a pawn to this world. Pity Alicia for her world has turned grey and dark without any hope of survival. I have come to the inate conclusion that I have no idea who I am. What am I ( Read more... )

So I have recently spent a lot of time at Dennys. Had an amazing time on both occasions. The First night Nick and Mary. The Second night was Nick and Kyle and Rose and then they left and it was me and Nick and Josh and his Girlfriend. . . . lol. . . . and amazing times were to be had. :D ( Read more... )