He swears he loves you. . . .
So I feel pretty fantastic. Last night I stayed the night with Robert so I could take him to his first day at work today :):):):):) and that in itself was exciting. But we just stayed up all night talkin and he was like, I don't know why I can't sleep right now and I dunno. . . I just thought it was really amazing. No we didn't have sex for all of you out there who see me as being a slut and make assumptions about how fast I want to fuck up a relationship by bringing sex in to it.
But I appreciate your faith in me.
Thanks.
All in all things seem to be going well right now. I'm still drowning and suffocating in debt, my dad never see's me and I hardly ever eat cuz I don't have any money to afford it and my dad doesn't go grocery shopping. But for the first time, I'm happy. Despite all the shitty things that have happened, I am deliriously happy. It hit me this morning when I was taking him to work. I just looked at him and I couldn't stop myself from smiling this big ole' grin that totally gave away every feeling I have for him.
For All of you that said he was no good, fuck you. You people who claim to be my friends and then tell me that my boyfriend is no good, you guys can go to hell. For the longest time all you guys can say is that you want me to be happy, and now that I am, all you can do is tell me how bad he is for me when you don't even know him.
Just let me be happy
But thanks again.
♥