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i had a dream last night in which i met thom yorke. we joked about vegetable crisps and how they put dye in them to make them red and green and really they all taste the same. it was a nice dream. (no pun intended).

it is time to put this journal to rest and start a new blank canvas.

there are still pumpkins floating/rotting in our pool ( Read more... )

today has been a rather lazy day. but i dont feel too badly because yesterday was extremely productive ( Read more... )

arshile gorky, marcel duchamp, and MF doom have revealed themselves to me in the past few days.

i now understand them and therefore understand myself.

suddenly i feel what can only be described as a strong yearning. for someone, anyone, to know me.

yes. the music is accurate. jeff downloaded this onto my computer and the beat is infectious (like sars ( Read more... )

maya stoned and trying to make dinner:

'im too lazy to put the frozen bagel in the microwave to thaw first before trying to halve it to fit in the toaster.

i'll just try to do it while it's still frozen.

is it breaking? is it breaking? oh shit, its starting to break. abort! abort!'

not to sound like a hippy weirdo or something, but some people just give off really bad vibes, you know? its like even when they are supposedly being nice, something in your gut just tells you that they are rotten on the inside. i have been feeling this way about a few people recently ( Read more... )

i have been feeling a bit down the past 2 days. just my insecurities getting to me ( Read more... )