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so it turns out that no one is who you really think they are. and the people you truly care about will find a way to hurt you. but w/e shit happens ( Read more... )

Don't waste your time looking over your shoulder ( Read more... )

im about to fucking flip. my mom is so fucking crazy. she used to make me think that it was all me. it was me that had the problem. but it's her. i know it is. my dad read ryans email. and it started out- no because i don't need to send that many texts. and then all of a sudden my mom is like flipping out saying that if he starts paying for it that ( Read more... )

6 MONTHS and 1 DAY!!!!!! lol ( Read more... )

i had a great time to :-D ( Read more... )

so i am just chillin at lisas house with her.. and i have alot on my mind.. i really dont kno what to do anymore.. i am trying to make everything perfect with her and i and i stopped talking to the girl that was starting drama with her and i so that we can be happy again.. then yesturday i find out once again she is talking with her ex-boyfriend ( Read more... )

so im glad all the drama and bs is over with now! now i can sleep normal and go threw my day without thinking if anything is going to pop up today or not.. i love lisa so much, like she doesnt even realize how much.. i lied to work and put my job on the line because I LOVE HER and i want to spend my life with her in it.. then i go to her school and ( Read more... )

so i just got in from school and i am thinking about her so i thought i would write about her and all.. :-D ( Read more... )

so right now life sucks really bad.. lisa and i are at it again.. for some reason she just wont stop worring about everything.. not to be mean but it is really startign to get annoying and retarded.. i mean i love her so much and she has no reason to worry but yet she still does everyday and nite. i just wish everything was back how we used to be ( Read more... )