10:00 am - midget gems +diet cola - 98+3 = 101
11- coffee +2 sugars =5+16*2= 37
12- grapes10 = 30
1:30- cheese and onion crisps= 131
2:30 coffee 2sugars = 5 grapes= 37+15
4:00 macoronie cheese=320
500 grapes 10= 30

701

i can do it i know i can ( Read more... )

i think i might start this journal all over again..........
so know im in college, riseholme, and i thought things would be easier but they're not, im fully fledged bulimic now and so not proud
, ill post more later holly oaks in on

in school again,. now may i first state i hate areobics, what a load of bull that lesson was in the boiling hot drama studio (which is normallly freezing) with a load of un fit , unhealthy fat girls.
i cut bad, alot.
im going to go now i dont have much to sayxx

hey well another not very exciting day. ive been to see my business studies practicle teach about my missed exam she said well just have to leave it and its a shame because i done really well on my theory i was like what it went like this ( Read more... )

well have been reminded to update, i know i should but ive been keeping a written diary and it seems pointless in my opinion to write the same thing twice ( Read more... )

well i was ill on wednesday-friday cos i had a viral infection, i could go on about how the school made em go in to do detention and didnt wont be to leave n then come back on teacher training day, and how they made me see gp who said to go striaght to bed and got bad that school demanded i go in! but it really just gets to compliacted and in depth ( Read more... )

im ill, had day off school i feel really dizzy and ive got ear ache and i keep falling to sleep everywere

ok and its lunch time again in school, and im freezing flipping freezing !! the only subject going ok is english at the moment he thinks im great to peices of work A for both hes going to want that all the time lol,, but no in drama just think about dropping this subject,i tried to tell mrs easton i dont want to drop drama but she wasnt listening ( Read more... )

ok so i had a apple this morning for break fast im trying something, so eating breakfast used to make me binge later when i got home, but its sposed to do to oppersite and get the metabolism going right, and im despret to loose more so im giving it ago. hell i dont knows whats worse being on my own or talking to teacher lol owell, geeze i nearly ( Read more... )