Okay, so today is father's day. I haven't updated in forever. Regardless of the fact that NO ONE reads this. Uhm, school's been over for a while, thank God. I'm dating Josh now and he's pretty much awesome. Not much stress at the moment. Which is good. I've got a church I go to all the time now. It rocks. I have a lot of close friends who ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I updated. Things are going... nuts. I am finally getting a car. I'm still single, but Dustin's trying to hook me up with one of his friends. Yeah, okay. I've made some new friends recently and it's cool. I'm auditioning for advanced women's next week instead of this week because Spears is leaving and I'm sick. Uhm, ( Read more... )

So, my sister is going through some hard times right now and I really don't like it. I love her to death and you know, you just don't want these kinds of things to happen to someone you love. She's the best friend I've ever had and if anything were to happen to her, my world would fall to pieces. She's more important than any other guy could be ( Read more... )

So, recently it's been crazy. I spent an amazing weekend in Fayette with Nicki, Dani, and Drew. I really like Drew & it sucks so bad that he lives in Fayette. Now, everytime any other guy comes my way acting like he likes me I push him away just enough to make things weird or to hurt me. I wish Drew wasn't out of town right now. I really hope ( Read more... )

Well this week started out okay. Then Tuesday it went COMPLETELY down hill. So Wednesday I got checked out, came home to sleep for two and a half hours, then went to the doctor. Yesterday, I had nothing to do. So, I went and got some sushi, went to Sara's then we all went to her art show. Today, chorus was amazing. Lots of dancing (singing of ( Read more... )

Okay, so it all started last Monday. Yes, it was Monday. He didn't call. He didn't call me all week. I talked to him once, and he said he'd call back. Did he? No. I mean, it's okay -- it's not like we're dating or in a relationship that I know of, so why should I be getting upset about it? I had a really stressful week with school and what ( Read more... )

I don't know what hurts more. The fact that he tells me all about the girls he likes. Or the fact that he flirts with me and I flirt back but he doesn't realize how much I love him. Or the fact that he used to care how I feel now he just seems to blow it off when I act different. God, I hate it when I get into these funks. I hate it when I cry ( Read more... )

Well, this week I made plenty of realizations ( Read more... )

Last night was INSANE. My friend called and was like, "I'm picking you up, oh yeah and my mom just hit me." Holy shit if that did not scare me. So we went to rehearsals. The younger and less advanced were being freaking annoying. Our teacher today told us that they really look up to us and we are their role models. I was like sheesh, I'm a ( Read more... )

Alright, I made a new one of these for the pure reason of venting and no one really seeing it. I made this layout on my own and it was a beeyotch if I must say so ( Read more... )