god, i forgot about this lj i had...arrr bless my old entry's on it. everything is so different from back then, maybe i miss my old times and maybe i dont, if i dwell on the old times i do end up missing them, but the new days are good as well, i have kieran and college and friends and oh i do miss the old dark days as i call them now, when me and ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm well 2day woz interesting. Colette woz at her dads so cudnt cum out and andrea had2go 2 hospital coz of tonsilitus bless her i hope she is ok coz i loves her so. Well so i went out with, using colette's way "this guy" and it woz really fun bless him-so fucking cold tho i'm just getting the feeling back in my feet right now. hmmmmmmm. well ( Read more... )

slept at colettes house last night, it woz fun. we are such biffa's-2 pizza's, tuna sandwichs, potatoes, custard mmmmmmm. Well we walked round town for a bit, arrr bless colette she taught me how to roll a fag properly, then we went bak 2 mine got my stuff went 2 her's, ate all the food listed and went on the net. watched placebo dvd. planned 2stay ( Read more... )

Author  jenny Result You scored as Mushrooms.

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History woz funny today, me and craig are so thick no wonder we both got E's in our mocks. never mind. Jamie J isnt talking 2 me 2day, he wudnt even look at me and just completely ignored me. So when me and my sister alice went home at break i went 2 see his mum mel who i am good frends with and she said it was because of me inviting people around ( Read more... )

my mum is crying and she wont stop, at tea, on the phone, watching tv and its really scaring me now. i mean i have only cum back home and i thought things wud be better coz i am not pressing charges or anything and she still keeps crying, no wonder i get depressed coz i think its my fault all the time. its me that fucks up life for everyone else. ( Read more... )

something really weird happened on the way bak from skool 2day, i walked home on my own with toby 2day and as we were walking down the road where he lives he suddenly stopped and pulled me in for a kiss! i didnt no wot 2 do so i kissed back and we havent kissed for like a month now and it felt so so good. hmmmmmm. i shudnt be falling for this coz i ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm i gave toby this photo frame with a picture of us in it for christmas, and he had it on his shelf for ages when we werent going out and yesterday i noticed it wasnt there so i said jokingly had he lost it or sumthin but he didnt really answer me, then i forgot about it and then 2day he text me saying the reason he doesnt have the photo on ( Read more... )

hiya, first day at skool for 3 weeks and it woz so fucking boring i nearly died. and colette wasnt there either which made it even more boring as i had to sit on my own in most lessons with no one 2 talk 2, so i just hung my hair over my eyes and stared at the table in most lessons. I was watching toby play football 2day not on purpose, we were ( Read more... )

well i moved back home yesterday as i ran away 3 weeks ago with my sister coz of some shit that happened. Its weird being back home now, my mum always looks upset and it makes me feel guilty, even though people say nothing woz my fault i cant help but think its all my fault. I wish everything could go back 2 normal how it used 2 be. I still fancy ( Read more... )