listening too tears
my mum is crying and she wont stop, at tea, on the phone, watching tv and its really scaring me now. i mean i have only cum back home and i thought things wud be better coz i am not pressing charges or anything and she still keeps crying, no wonder i get depressed coz i think its my fault all the time. its me that fucks up life for everyone else. its not fair why cant i have a perfect family like everyone else.